:) ….

We’re having a cute-ass conversation right now, just thought I’d let you guys know. I’m literally smiling. I hate him! 

I’m booking my senior portrait sessions without his permission/consent around the beginning of August.. I really hope they still have spots left, ugh cause the session would be free and the only thing I’d pay for are the prints (which I’m paying for myself anyway..)

And he will end up taking me because it’s half an hour away in a different city, but their photography is amazing so it’ll be worth it. Especially since sessions are usually around $100 I’d get it for free !! Woot, woot.

Fingers crossed for tomorrow when I call them.

AHHH I WANNA KNOW WHO THE DAMN SABOTEUR IS. THAT’D BE SOO FUN TO BE ON THE SHOW. Omg I swear as soon as I fit the age limit I am signing up for that show and I will win that half million dollars -_- So many people have no idea what the show Big Brother is but you know what? Your damn loss is so amazing omg D: I’m literally freaking out because that end part was hella creepy and it made me jump around yelling WTF. I need next weeks episode so then I know who it is -_- I feel like watching the live feed and stalking them xD LOL cause I would and I’ve done it past seasons :/ Pretty entertaining I must say. The one thing I love about this show is that it’s shown three times a week <3 Can’t wait for Sunday’s episode too! Eeep.

Haha, it’s been forever since I’ve talked about him. Maybe that’s because I was (kinda) over it and just went on with my life.

I’ve been at the beach so that’s why I haven’t had the time to get on and last night, we stayed up until 3ish talking. He was opening up to me about how upset he’s been and that no one cares blah blah blah and I was just like hold up there, don’t ever say that when you have me and I gave him a long speech about how I’ve always been there for him and I always will even if we haven’t been as close lately and he got all smiley and happy and it was just the sweetest thing. We were bonding, haha. He told me he loved me and I’m like awwwww, too cute.. He wouldn’t tell me the whole story but I understood because it’s hard to just type it out yaknow? So, I told him that we needed to hang out so he can better explain himself and he’s like “yess pleaseee!!!!! when?!?!” I was just like jeeeez :) haha it made me happy that he was looking forward to it, cause I am too. We’re planning for next week. He told me to get back to him to when I’m free and then he’ll see when he’s working (if) for that day. And he texted me today and that made me happy.

Yay <3 Don’t worry though, I got my head up. Not trying to fall that hard but if I do, it’s the boy for crying out loud. What am I supposed to do? I can’t get myself away from him. 6 years knowing him, I just…. I can’t even explain.

Life’s just been really good lately, that’s all I gotta say.

THIS GAL RIGHT HERE !!!! <3 ;)

You guys have no idea. As soon as I got home I ran to the mailbox and checked the mail, ripped the College Board letter out and saw the 5 and literally screamed, jumping around like crazy.

Hell fucking yes.